Yeah, I know. I do want it like that and we are taking is slowly, I suppose....a bit.

We went on a date on Friday. We spend most of the time together. We've been friends for many years but only now we are getting to know each other. We hang out together, we each together and we even spend most nights in each other's bed.... Sleeping, literally. Well, we got frisky last Friday but that's all. I'm not sure why we aren't dating, he says he needed time because he isn't ready and I get it, but what if he's never ready? What if he realises he enjoys this but can't do the whole gay relationship thing. ;_;