THROWING IN THE TOWEL

[nantokacchi]

Today I have made either the best decision of my career or the worst. I quit the agency, my agent and I'm officially unemployed for the 1st time in 6 years. It happened about 30 minutes ago and I'm already having doubts whether or not I did the right thing. I can still model abroad, since it works different there than Japan and I have a Diesel contract but in theory I still have to work for the agency until January, so I just broke contract and I might have to pay a massive fine. ;_; Now, tomorrow I need to call my lawyer and my accountant and see what's going to happen.

SIIIIIIIIIIGH! (‾᷄⌂‾᷅) It had to be done though. They booked me for a few jobs in the beginning of next month, during training camp and the tournament. If I miss the tournament, Johoga might cut my scholarship, and I don't want to miss it to begin with, and if don't go to the job the agency would drop me anyway and my name would be ruined. Besides they've been complaining I've been too indiscreet about my private life when a picture of me being too handsy with a guy during the halloween party showed up. I'm fed up with this already

My therapist said I should weigh my priorities because I simply can't do everything I want all the time without ending up overwhelmed. Basketball is more important, so... that's that.


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Comments

[heart_clips]

I wouldn't think about it so much~ You'll still have some opportunities and maybe after 6 years you might actually need a break from it. Hopefully you can get things settled with your agency. >_<

If your priorities lay elsewhere, like basketball then you're making a good choice. ^_^ Especially if it gives you a a new found freedom and money comes and goes. I'm sure you can find something to do if you ever need the money.

And we should hang out~ I have a few things to share.

[nantokacchi]

I do worry cos my lawyer had a mini fit when he called. He said I should have called him before quitting. :/

Sure~ Lunch tuesday?

[heart_clips]

Well he is right but either way.. Still think you made the right choice in the end.

Sounds good to me~ I guess I can treat you as well being a senpai and all.