Today I have made either the best decision of my career or the worst. I quit the agency, my agent and I'm officially unemployed for the 1st time in 6 years. It happened about 30 minutes ago and I'm already having doubts whether or not I did the right thing. I can still model abroad, since it works different there than Japan and I have a Diesel contract but in theory I still have to work for the agency until January, so I just broke contract and I might have to pay a massive fine. ;_; Now, tomorrow I need to call my lawyer and my accountant and see what's going to happen.

SIIIIIIIIIIGH! (‾᷄⌂‾᷅) It had to be done though. They booked me for a few jobs in the beginning of next month, during training camp and the tournament. If I miss the tournament, Johoga might cut my scholarship, and I don't want to miss it to begin with, and if don't go to the job the agency would drop me anyway and my name would be ruined. Besides they've been complaining I've been too indiscreet about my private life when a picture of me being too handsy with a guy during the halloween party showed up. I'm fed up with this already

My therapist said I should weigh my priorities because I simply can't do everything I want all the time without ending up overwhelmed. Basketball is more important, so... that's that.


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I was hoping for a quiet weekend but it won't happen. Off to Mercedes Benz Fashion Week in Tokyo on Friday and Saturday sorry, can't make it to practice! :(. There's no runway, just a bunch of exhibitions, but apparently, I'm wanted... still not sure what for. I'm dragging Kite with me, think he will enjoy networking.

On another note! My photography project got 2nd place! Yay! So Johoga will add me to their winter exhibition. You should all come and see how Kurokocchi really from my work to life~

Ah, also, thanks everyone who came to the bonfire~ It was great... and thanks to those who stayed and helped tidy up in the end~


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I should stop thinking to much and let it be.